Life can be predictable and unpredictable

i once again done the same mistake.... mistake that me myself should have not done and yet the history repeat itself.. it haunting me now.. why we make mistake? and why should we kept repeat it again and again even though we know it's wrong and yet we still do it.. forgive me "W"(you know who you are) but i can't be your burden anymore.. i want to set you free... someone who kill my desire to have future with once said that we will find the wrong one's before finding the right one.. i made my decision and it's final.. and i won't turn it back what i just said and did, let it be.. God forgive me for all my sin....